怨妇


Honestly, not much difference yet I am happy.

Labels: Lust

* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 2:21 AM

My timetable for the current run is just PERFECT. I can't stop laughing.WAHAHAHAHAHA *excuse me*

Although I have those annoying shifts in ED ( Emergency Department, not Erectile Dysfunction, JOANNE!) in the weekends, I have lots of empty slots.

Anyway.. We spent 2 hours talking about our upcoming stupid project. I ended up abandoned them half-way because I am late for my Eyebrow shaping appointment. Not surprisingly, I almost got killed as to them I am pretty ridiculous. There are 6 of us in the group including 3 geniuses. Definitely we will come out with some clever stuff with their help. So yeah!! William and I decided to be the parasites and suck their blood
The girl did a good job with shaping and tinting them. Now, I have a pair of arch-like eyebrows I drool all these while... WEEEE~ The ones that I have originally made me very depressive-looking and left most of the ones around me thinking that I have PMS most days than not... One of my close friends even told me once: Look, I know you must have a rough time. Get out of the dark zone of depression. I am here to listen and help. GeeZ.... She thought that I come from a broken family with no love and currently dating an abusive man that is fifth timing me. How bad could this be. I am afraid she may put me on PROZAC so I better get a new pair of eye brows. Now I am.....



FOXY-looking!!!

No, I am lying. That doesnt make much difference honestly but shed off the melancholic flavour of my complexion.

Thinking of leaving NZ next year.
Sick of the life here.
I want kolo mee and teh si peng for breakfast...not milk and weetbix.
I want to communicate with ah ma ah pek in teo chew or Hokkien.
I want to bargain when buying stuff and tiaw keh ly throw back the stuff if I can't get a reasonable deal ( thanks to the modeling effect I learnt from mummy)
I want to wear singlets and minis instead of wrapped up like a thick sandwich
I want to speak Mandarin!!!!!
I want to cut the queue pura pura tak tahu and bump into ppl without bother to apologize
I want to wander around the busy streets at 12 am.
I want ..I want..I want..

and the list go on and on and on...

Who will decide?

Flip a coin!!!!

Labels: Responsibilities

* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 10:46 PM

Went out with Syl last night.

It was a good dinner.

We started to talk about future and plans, and that made us wonder how time flies.

'I can't imagine it. The scene about us stressing and praying about our first year is so vivid in my head.'

And here, right now, we are talking about job options.

'And you are still single.' I added.

She smiled: ' And you have a few romantic accidents'

I shrugged. Shit happens.

She looks prettier with her long hair. Since I knew her for 6 years, she always kept short messy hair. It's funny to see that she is brimming with her long lustrous silky hair now compared to my black wake-up-style short hair.. And I am shrinking in size.

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She used to be my best friend.

Since L came into my life, she backed off. We have a rough time sorting things out, but when she tried to salvage the broken friendship, I left the scene.

We do meet up at times and talked about almost everything. But things are not the same again.

Before I got out the car, she asked why do I decide to leave NZ.

We eyed each other, and smiled. Having living overseas for almost a decade now, we are lonely souls. It tastes better to live and work with the ppl from your same culture and ethnic background. Few people can digest and understand that. Somethings are meant to be untold, but the message conveyed is crystal-clear.

My path I choose will be totally different than hers, and I hope our paths will cross again in the future.

' Be a better lady, spiritually and morally.'

We laughed.

' You are always that up front and straight forward. That pisses me off.'

I replied and we hugged.

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I do cherish the moments that we have, and to me, you will always be special.

My sophomore years were fantastic because of you.

MANY THANKS.

Labels: Sentiments

* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 5:23 PM

信主了六年， 无论在知识或灵命上都像一年级
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很亏歉
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今早起来才恍然大悟
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我完了。



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我今年考UPSR！！！！！！！！！！

Labels: Sentiments

* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 12:19 PM

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Instantaneously, I became well-liked among my male colleagues.

To them, I have made an absolutely righteous comment on their behalf. They reckon that I am the BRAIN in the PINKY and the BRAIN cartoon at last!!!

I got lots of appreciative and supportive hugs, with whipers in my ears that I am extremely BRILLIANT and CUTE from this group of species.

They almost kiss my toes.

The VERDICT.

Female doctors generally don't handle stress as well as the male counterparts.

AGREE?

Maybe yes.

Maybe no.

The feminists will loathe at this statement, not surprisingly.

I comment this with good 'clinical' evidence and grounds, alright?

I am victimized by those hormone-raging female doctors that can't bear to give the me a piece of mind when they got stressed or agitated

*MPMMH*

She took 2 hours to complete a C section ( instead of the usual 45 minutes) , and blamed others for her difficulty to stop the uterine bleeding. (as if we are controlling the butter fingers of hers)

She shouted at others when she mistakenly took the wrong blood tubes. For goodness sake, just move the feet of yours to get another one, which is about 3 steps away from you.

She smiled sweetly or perhaps apologetically at you after 2 minutes following her outburst and have another outburst in 20 seconds.

Honestly,most of the opposite species don't lash out their stresses on anyone. Seems like some of the females don't have a slightest clue how to handle their own stresses but to let everyone around them know about it.

GEEZ, just go home and sleep! You will feel better.


Oh, did I mention I lost a couple of feminist friends?

Considering the overwhelming support and special treatments from the guys, maybe this is a good call. They actually think that I am SMART. ( Sounds like the one in Legally Blonde)

*wink*

Labels: Responsibilities

* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 7:57 AM

He said to me: ' From the way you are treating me, I feel like I am carrying your CROSS for you.'

BLINK BLINK.

*Speechless*

Never heard a comment like this before.

INFURIATED?
or
Could this be an INFATUATION perhaps?

Makes no sense to me.

BLAH~

Labels: Out of tune

* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 7:50 AM

* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 2:49 AM

Opening ceremony
Graduates
Another lucky bunch!
The highlights-the Crazy crowd. I am clueless about the roles their play. Maybe as the clowns of the morning.


When will it be my turn?!! *Moans*







' HONEY!!! WHEN IS MY TURN???!!! JEALOUS SI WA!'

Labels: Sentiments

* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 4:47 AM

*SLURRRPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP*

You see, I will get it. You see.

Labels: Lust

* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 2:53 AM

STARBUCKS

因为不好的风气我学会了扮可爱(可怕！！！)， 不过幸好现在痊愈了。

台湾公馆

那是长得有点像GTO的学长。人呆呆的，老实死了。大家都说我们相处的很兄像妹。当然，他都快三十了，不过看不出来。

大家都对我很好哦， 总是‘学妹学妹’地叫 (其实听久是蛮恶心的)。有几个学长还带我去兜风， 总是说我来到他们的国家一定要带我去吃去玩， 结果一些还请我去台北101吃饭。莫名其妙， 为免太慷慨了吧， 才认识他们不到一天，有时我在想他们想要什么。虽然他们有给我ICQ联络， 但谁还用ICQ啊， 不过我没说什么因为不想惹来一身麻烦。嘿嘿！

他们以为我好聪明， 因为我会说很多语言， 尤其是英文。*暗爽*哈哈！

由于花钱像流水般， 我一个月后就滚会家了。

到了家， 我立即从被器重的名贵希物变成默默无文的马来西亚人了。

唉， 悲哀！！！

Labels: Lust

* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 6:42 AM

花连一日游。跟团去的， 全部都是六十岁以上的老人。上了车觉得被骗， 要哭。 不过他们很好， 餐餐吃猪脚和啤酒，吓死我了。难怪作医生那么好赚。十个小时的车程他们都在唱K， 都在唱老歌，声音还死不大声， 快逼疯。终于到了酒店还问我要跟他们去唱K吗， 简直是吐血！

Labels: Lust

* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 6:33 AM

台北夜市林

台北101 和附近

Labels: Lust

* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 6:16 AM

大便餐厅

臭豆腐。炸的。

朋友骗我说吃了不会比闻得臭， 结果笨笨的我吃了一口眼泪立刻喷出来， 他看了吓了赶紧帮我全吞了。 哇， 像臭水沟一样。 他还竟敢拿我们马来西亚的榴连比较，说什么嗅起来臭但是吃起来香。屁啦！！！我们的榴连是甜的拜托！！！

Labels: Lust

* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 6:09 AM

去TAIWAN实习一个月， 一句话：赞！！！
不是学习方面啦， 而是我玩得实在是太过瘾啦！！！

坐了‘小绵羊’在台北大马路奔驰， 连怕死的我都觉得太过瘾太刺激啦！！！虽然大多数我都在大喊大叫(当然啦！经过才跟我的头差才两公分的路牌，不叫才怪。 如果是老外头早就掉地了)，不过真是很令人回忆！

鲁肉！！！！！全部都是用鲁的！

Labels: Lust

* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 5:45 AM

After an in-depth discussion with a couple of Interns, we drew to conclusions that:

It's undeniably lucrative to be a FEMALE medical student.

Especially a HOT one.


You don't get growled at as much
Even if you do, it won't be as bad and embarrassing as if it's at a male
Traditionally,the males will be teased during lunch break whilst to girls this is a taboo and no saint man will want to breach that.


You get EXTRA attention if you ask a question
Of course that's including asking STUPID questions because of the misconception that females ain't SMARTER than the ALPHA males. You won't sound dumb, but interested and 'keen to learn'.

You are not expected to tolerate rudeness and painful bluntness from the doctors
you can just CRY
Guys are expected to swallow , digest and move on.

You look EXTRA smarter if you can answer questions that the males can't.

If you don't feel like doing anything, just clarify that you are in horrible and disgusting 'MONTHLY' cramps, you will be excused.
Guys can't do that. Testicular torsion is a medical emergency.

You can get away with things pretty easily by showing off your dazzling smile, some cleavage will be advantageous if you can afford to.

Who cares about having chaperons when examining patients.
Girls can touch wherever they please without being accused of sexual harassment

Last but not least, you can get a YEAR off for MATERNITY LEAVE!! WOOHOO!!

So guys...MAI JEALOUS! WAHAHAHAHA...

* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 2:31 AM