我说，

假如你的小孩买了一包他最爱吃的零食，
在你一旁吃得津津有味浑让忘我，完全没顾虑到身边的妈咪，
在你开口提醒他才分一些给你，
那多没意 思呀！

HONEY 说， 这样吃起来更好吃，孩子分给你的呀！

我听了莫名其妙。
不是心意最重要吗， 要提醒才付出的‘牺牲’哪会感动。

显然， 有些事情，女人比较在乎细节和过程，，男人较在乎结果。

不知这样说对不对???

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* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 1:47 AM

Yes, I have finished one of the calls and still feeling MISERABLE.

Yesterday's call was bad. I did not get to sleep until 5.00 am. So I only managed to sleep for 2 hours.

A few unwarranted admissions and a XXX nurse that called me EVERY frigging hour to report to me the pt's HR, which was always above 100 but she was totally ASYMPTOMATIC sleeping away,
Let's count. From 12- 7 am. She called me 8 frigging times!!! I was so pissed off. I spoke to her in the best manner I could possibly fake out that she NEEDED NOT to call me for something that was NOT new. But she just did not get it!!!

Anyway, it was a bad call.

I hate working in a team that is too chicken to make decisions.
I felt like a lousy stupid HO making calls for my boss trying to beg other teams to make decisions.
Sometimes I just wanted to scream.
Anyway, I still have 3 extra days to go. So, let's just embrace all the dirty jobs that I have to do. I am just going to bite the bullet and do them.

Moving house tommorrow.

I havent even packed yet.

I am soooooooooooooo tired.
Let's hope I can finish them in 3 hours time.

* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 6:51 AM

I am so miserable.

I am doing two calls this week, one LONG DAY, with the most 'perfect' combo-one senior doctor that never help her junior, another super nervous LO SOH consultant.

Here I am now, wearing my oversize on call uniform, sulking and sulking....the rest of my colleagues have gone to the HO Dinner for LOBSTER AND ALCOHOL....

And guess what? Ironically, both of these stupid calls are NOT mine.

Ok, I don't mind doing it for ZJ since he is always so sweet to me and he really wants to go to the dinner tonight.

But with M? ! BARRFFHH!

Honestly I never like her, I don't know why.

She is nice, friendly and all that but I still believe that she is faking it. She has this pretentious loveliness that reminds me of some of the ang mo in NZ.

A month ago, I agreed to do her call on Sunday if .....I can make it.

And now I can't, but she is not taking her call back. She acts as if this is not her bussiness and does not give a shit about my misery.

How am I going to move all my stuffs to my new condo in a day?!!

Honestly, if I am wicked enough, I should just say flatly to her that I am not going to do her call. After all, she is the on call doctor on Sunday, dutifully and legally, black-and-white.

WK said I am too soft-hearted to do that, if it's him, he will just do that.


SIGH.

Now Darling is enjoying somewhere after his exams.

And I am still feeling rather miserable.

All I need now is a good night call ....

* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 2:31 AM

* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 9:13 PM

HEHEHE

TEEHEE.

I got the access to the wireless connection in SGH.

Meaning to say...

I can video chat with darling while...ON CALL!!

Hehehe.

This is good.

I am starting to love this.

How cool can it be?

I can chat, surf, watch you tubes and STILL GET PAID.


Anyway. PC is here spending time with her darling.
JEALOUS JEALOUS.




* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 5:26 AM

* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 9:18 PM

It's going to be a lonely weekend!

Eve and Ming are off the country,

Even Darling is off Kch.

Hmm... No MSN live video chat this weekend.

And SADLY, I am not working! I have the impulse to do calls for Kelvin, but looking at the rate that we were going in Labour ward yesterday, I don't think that's a brilliant idea.

I was working very hard yesterday. Stupid Chinese with this stupid superstition that 8-08-08 is a terrific day to give birth. Our labour ward was swamped by those silly pregnant women wanting to go into labour. WHAT-DA!!!

One of the midwife whispered to me discreetly that I should get myself a a Lotto because they are giving away 8 million Singapore dollars!!!!

I was holding the patient file dreaming away during ward round, trying to figure what the heck am I going to do with 8 MILLION!!!! Stupidly, I got all excited and tugged my boss exhilarated: What am I going to do with those money!!! She gave me a 'what-da-hell' look and slapped me back into doing ward rounds.. OOOpsss.. a bit carried away.

Anyway, I forgot all about it soon because everyone was giving birth!!!! Some of the midwives are very nice to me...the Sister even gave me a chocolate as a reward of my hard work. Well, junior doctors don't do HARD work in labour ward, but still I would like to think so, you know, being important.Haha. Anyway, except one lazy fat midwife that doesnt do bloods and one skinny sour face grumpy old lady, everyone is like an angel.

I found a place to stay! A BRAND NEW CONDOMINIUM which is built this year. Yeah, you are right, 2008!!! I will be the first tenant!! WHOAAAAAAA

There are like 4 swimming pools and a brand new gym. WOOO!! CICI Loo is going to get REALLY fit this coming months!!

My flatmates are 2 Vietnamese guys and Nana, a girl from KL. PPstt...one of this guy has a huge tattoo over his body. I know because he was walking around half-naked when I visited the place. Both of the guys sort of squeaked in excitement when they saw me, I wonder why. Don't they know that I might scared them to death by wandering around mistaken as JU-ON in the middle of the night? ( thanks to my pale skin).

Signed the agreement yesterday. Hmm...I am bit excited to live there. You know, that place is surrounded by a few blocks of high class condominium too. So I can just walk in pretending that I am some sort of high class Datuk's daughter. Hmm, I like the idea.


Not really sure how to kill my time in the weekeend.
I figure that if I work hard, or be less lazy, I am actually a BRIGHT person.

So I decided to do some study this weekend.

Oh yeah, not to forget my Shopaholic books by Sophie Kinsella. OMG, reading the books is just like..finding another soul mate!!! We are sooo ..alike. No wonder mum said it's not a good idea for me to read them. WAAAHAAHAA.

Going to read Shopaholic ties the knot . Hopefully I won't get too carried away and harassed Darling to marry me. HEHEHE...

Ok, I am not going to get a new branded dog until his 'fat fat' ( th obese dog) passed away gracefully...I mean naturally. I will try to love the fat dog because it has a history with Darling. See, I am so nice. But what am I going to do with his two cats? That Dot Dot is still a kitten! How many years to go for them??!! *WAIL*

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* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 7:40 PM

Hiiiii ladies!!

I am back!!!!

Back from my short vacation to KCH AGAIN (Surprise surprise)

Anyway.


Hunting for condos now...

Going to be homeless by next month... I am so smitten by the heart-breaking beauty of one condo... that I literally went GA-GA:

SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT



1.2 K per month!!!! In Tanah Merah! Meaning to say that I will have to sacrifice and work in bloody Changi Hospital again.

Rationally, it's way over my budget, way over Singapore General Hospital and way over...etc etc etc


BUT BUT BUT....


LOOK










BLOODY NICE right....

Maybe I should try to negogiate to 1 K.....

OMG

I just have to!!!





OH YEAH, RMK is in SINGAPORE!! WOOHOOO!!!

I thought I have to fly to KL for RMK make up base again, but today...guess what...I bumped into RMK in ISETAN....the first RMK in the whole wide SINGAPORE.

WOOHOO..smitten smitten...the CREAM BASE Foundation is super...natural. I felt a pang of guilt as I made the payment for it because my sister just got me a brand new tube of bb cream. Erhm.. apparently it is medically proven to be beneficial to skin....

WHATEVER. I LOVE RMK.

My wish list:

1. A watch- I lost my DKNY recently to a taxi driver.

2. PDA to encourage myself to look up for unfamiliar medicines ( which I never actually make an effort to find out what they are)

3. A nice condo like the above

4. A GUCCI bag- symbolizes my personal achievement ( that I am actually working in Singapore and survive)

Ah.....Not that long, isn't it? This is good. I am quite pleased. My life is not that bad afterall. Fulfilling as it is.

My secret wishes:

1. Malaysian government declares that dermatologists-wanna-be are allowed to skip MRCP and undergo training straight away..for like..6 months.

2. Darling owns a GUCCI shop.

3. I win JACK-POT and become a multi billionaire overnight.

4. I will be a DATIN by 35 years old.


OK, stop dreaming.

* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 3:58 AM