Getting a bit down tonight.

Must be the long afternoon nap that I was not supposed to be taking, thanks to Sunshine for letting that happened. ( He must have plotted this and spite my drink)

I think he did that on purpose so that he could have a piece of mind when studying, minus a freaking mad gf that keep sighing and 'cry mother cry father' for not knowing what to do ( and of course, refusing to study). :/

Sometimes I hope I am a superstar or something so that all I care is about my looks, my body and all those superficial shallow stuffs. But sometimes I hope I am a movie director, I can direct a Block buster movie the way I want, pick the actors I love, write the plot I wish. But wait, sometimes I just want to be a Tai Tai.

I remembered way back in medical school , I was having lunch with a group of aspiring doctors-wanna be. Nine out of ten of them were inspired to be great successful doctors since the age of less than ten. When it was my turn to reveal my dream of the century, I was quite hesistant. C'mon, I just could not tell them my dream was to become an air stewardness alright? HOW ASPIRING.
Anyway, I was honest afterall. There was an awkard silence across the table. I bet they were thinking why the hell did the Medical School allowed such a bimbo crawled through the gate.
*mmph* I wonder why.

Been blog hopping lately. It always amused me when I came across this remark:

I don't write much about my inner thoughts anymore in my own blog.
I felt like I have no privacy at all.
I think I should stop blogging...
I am so sad.


Geez Your Highness, it's your option to publicize (and sometimes promote) your own freaking blog and now you are sulking about lack of privacy?!!
You can always switch your blog into a protected one.
I suppose this is a battle between privacy and the lust to become the 'top blogger' or whatever.


This weekend is going to be a great one because my ji muis are back. YAY!

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