My bedroom in 2007. Thanks for the help of DY in designing and moving the furnitures around, finally we are both happy with the product of our minds. Muahaha.... I literally will spend most of my time eating, sleeping, studying and shitting here. HOHOHOHO.....

Suddenly a wave of sadness washed over me as I realized that this will be my last year staying in Dunedin. In a blink of an eye, it has been like...6 years since I first came to this dusty lil' town. Well, throughout these years, I enjoyed my first year and 2006 the most for some reasons. I manage to make a few but sincere worthy friends...I guess I couldn't ask for more.

Lots of the people that I come across cringed at the thought of their Health Sciences years. Contrarily, I truly enjoyed mine. I experienced the unconditional love of God, the sincerity and deepest taste of friendship and the sweetness of my first love. My studies were never too much to handle as we were constantly praying, believing that whatever God provide will be the best for us. It has been a dream to get into Medicine, and a 'tribulation' to go through it ( not through yet, not through at all ), but what we get out of it are rewarding.

I vaguely remember the adolescent period when I suffered from low self-esteem. The thought of it makes me chuckle and can't stop wondering how silly I was, but I am grateful that I grow out of it. Lots of ladies out there are trap in their own distorted ideas of themselves, thinking that they are ugly and unattractive. It's all about learning to love yourself before expecting the others to love you.

Everyone of us leads a different lives..That explains the boredom I felt when reading someone else's blogs. Not because that their blogs are boring, it's just that I am not the player in their lives. I don't lead their lives, thus I don't experience the juice of their stories. The only person that can truly appreciate your life is yourself.












Okay, I better stop trying to be philosophical. See? I am a workaholic. I need to work or else I feel funny. I am becoming one of the working machines........Nooooooooooo. Subnormal is what I called, I am becoming one of the species I dreaded most.

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