I understand that being the second hand smoker will kill you, makes your lungs ugly,BUT...
what about too much inhalation of Nicotine????

Most of my patients are immersed in NICOTINE LIQUID. They simply are nicotine-scented. I almost drowned in that smell when examining them, and oh god, they do have BAD breaths.

Anyway, several patients self-declared that they have STEAMY relationships with the staffs in the ward. DELUSIONAL idea of course. But not a bad one. I wonder when will I be their next 'victim', or, will I ? There is nothing worse than being sued of being hanky panky with any of your patients, especially if it's an overweight, post-menopausal, mummy-alike FEMALE.
MC Dreamy?~~ Hehehe.. ..I like the idea. Oh god, whatever happened to my 6 years training of professional development? KNOW YOUR BOUNDARY. But but but..what if my keanu-reeves look alike patient (in the future of course, I am being hopeful here) asks me out? I might nod my head like a puppy you know. Shame shame.

My consultant is mad. He will look at the medication lists and muttered: 'ah.. ah.. Not enough not enough' and add several add on drugs. I started to picture myself force feeding a cupful of tablets into his own little chubby mouth. That's not even tantamount to the 'deeds' he does to others. Medications are horrible. *whisper* Most of them are just for the placebo effect. ( NB: you are not hearing that from a doctor). Whenever I am run down by flu or fever, everyone will have a difficult time to get me swallow my pills. My parents almost flipped when I argue righteously that I DON"T BELIEVE IN MEDICINE. Seriously BAH! I rather sit and suffer for a week for my flu to take its own course than taking medicine. It's the PLACEBO effect, remember? I am talking about straight forward flu, not CANCERS or other more serious maladies, stupid.


Tomorrow will be another day of work. Who knows, I might be deluded by the end of my run ( like how I convinced my brothers that I will marry Takashi one day--ah..Grandiose idea). Even if I am psychotic, I'd make sure that I will be a pretty cool one.